Perhaps they'll listen now...

First off, I have a neuro-muscular disease called SMA Type II. I’ve been in a wheelchair most of my life and as a result I’m often judged and misunderstood. Life’s rough, and often disappointing, however, I try to enjoy it to the best of my ability. Here’s me in a nutshell. I’m a boy that cares too much about certain things and not enough about others. I miss a girl, always. I want true love more than I want anything else. I cry when I’m alone, and act like a fool when I’m not. I don’t regret many things at all, even some of the stupidest and worst things I’ve done have made me who I am. I’m extremely emotional about certain things. I’m sensitive when it comes to animal cruelty, broken hearts, and death. I’ve always wanted to write a book about what it’s like being me, and how I see the world differently than everybody else. I enjoy drawing, designing, writing lyrics, thinking musically, and everything computers. I have a passion for luxury Swiss watches. I have many sides, I don’t even know them all. I can give advice, but I can’t take it. I answer my own questions quite often. If I tell you I care about you, then you’re very special to me. I can be the most loyal, caring person in the world to certain people. I can be very manipulative. I can be very shy. I over analyze and over-think. I don’t know where I’m going, but I know where I want to be, I just don’t know how to get there. I’m an interesting mess of emotions. I’m a creative writer and an out of the box thinker, so talk to me, I love talking to random people; we both might learn something.